Concentration and discipline are such vivid things. Just when you grasp either of them, they leave you on your lonesome. Time to reflect on myself, my life and habits, issues I've been having, got me thinking that really concentration and me don't always get along.

Really though, only reason I'm writing here right now is for distraction, distraction in hopes that my thoughts will be clearer, that I will focus and realise my abilities.

Cold rational thoughts and actions present themselves as moral liability. Is it right to question them, when you know that something is right? If I have ever understood anything about myself clearly, it is that I always know when something is right. Yet, when the times comes to influence others' opinions I often find myself feeling guilty of the moral and emotional burden the right decision may bring. I am foremost thankful for the clear and rational state that I am in right now. Power is what I feel, it is what I am. I want the people I care about to feel power, to be powerful too.