November weather- grey, very grey, wet, it's getting colder. Winter is coming. But contraversely to the Starks' motto, the coming winter is the analogy of a silver lining.
I'm in a car with two world class fencers- both are in their midtwenties, both have good reputations of those crazy cold hearted athletes that took a big ass dump on their "emotional problems" "no time" "no energy" "social life" and interests.
Maybe that's cause fencing for them was always a social activity, maybe that's cause they've started fencing at 10. I wouldn't have had the patience to go through with something for so many years, at least not when I was 10.
I'm in a car with two world class fencers- both are in their midtwenties, both have good reputations of those crazy cold hearted athletes that took a big ass dump on their "emotional problems" "no time" "no energy" "social life" and interests.
Maybe that's cause fencing for them was always a social activity, maybe that's cause they've started fencing at 10. I wouldn't have had the patience to go through with something for so many years, at least not when I was 10.
There's a constant in my life- I always make the weirdest fucked up choices. I chose fencing, I could've continued playing hockey, at least floor or land hockey, I could have been a pro long distance runner, I could have been a dancer (probably Latin or hip-hop, but so long as it isn't/wasn't ballet- it's ait), softball, football... No I chose fencing! 5 years in any one of those disciplines would've at least made me a local champion. But I chose the most challenging thing for me out there.
Same goes for my area and language of study. There are hundreds of good, possibly even affordable, English- and Russian-speaking universities out there, but noooo, Poli studies in German, hey at least it's not French! German, yes, I've lived in a German speaking country for a long time, but that doesn't make me studying in a language I'm not comfortable with speaking in the easiest thing ever. Ow, and, I chose to study physics. Why not design or architecture? Too easy! Literally. That's the explanation for everything, as long as someone/something challenges me, I'll be interested. May the force be with me and may it restrain me from burning the university to the ground and/or starting a nuclear war, experimenting with humans and as a result building my own mutant army to conquer the world. Yeah, there are more pleasant ways to achive a world dictator ship.
Whine over- did it get easier, yes;) may I survive till winter and may all be well.
Same goes for my area and language of study. There are hundreds of good, possibly even affordable, English- and Russian-speaking universities out there, but noooo, Poli studies in German, hey at least it's not French! German, yes, I've lived in a German speaking country for a long time, but that doesn't make me studying in a language I'm not comfortable with speaking in the easiest thing ever. Ow, and, I chose to study physics. Why not design or architecture? Too easy! Literally. That's the explanation for everything, as long as someone/something challenges me, I'll be interested. May the force be with me and may it restrain me from burning the university to the ground and/or starting a nuclear war, experimenting with humans and as a result building my own mutant army to conquer the world. Yeah, there are more pleasant ways to achive a world dictator ship.
Whine over- did it get easier, yes;) may I survive till winter and may all be well.
Anyone who comes across this gets an extra awesomeness point in a form of a rainbow-pooping butterfly!
In addition to a unicorn pony that just happens to be fluffy and fierce.
In addition to a unicorn pony that just happens to be fluffy and fierce.
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