Dear Friend

Things have been weird and things have definitely been in my head. As always. I feel that change IS coming, however I may be running in front of the train. I'm not forcing anything, however, me- me is by definition a social step ahead. I am not and will not be mad at anyone. I have the understanding and idleness to not do so.

 I feel that my world is a step away from falling apart at times. Most of the time about 3 steps. Who does one trust and possibly rely on? In the end of the day, one's own desire to live and progress is what pushes you forward, but what if there is nothing to push you and none to support you? What if there is suddenly nothing?