Two years and two months ago one of the greatest experiences of my life has started. I had no idea just how much it would mean to me and how much impact it will have on me. How much positive impact, above all. You have helped me rid myself of so many qualities that I did not need. With you I stopped being needy. I gained confidence. I lost weight. Stopped clinging to social interactions and could focus on my goals. With you I reached heights I've only dreamed of reaching. I don't think about this enough but it is true. I've blamed your presence in my life for feeling lonely, for fear of not "trending". I worried too much that we aren't intellectually compatible (as people with different interest and ways of thinking). I focused on you not being flexible enough. It's easy to forget the impact you had on me during the first year of our relationship. I think the problem is that I'm not sure you're still having the same impact... or if it is possible to revive it... I know I stopped having that sort of impact on you long ago. I don't want to lose you, partly because I'm afraid of who I will become without you. But we should talk. I love you, regardless and you are forever the best person in my life!