The Cobain syndrome

Objectively speaking, people are fine, interesting, and well even with my 'emotional involvement' I would more often say that I love people. However, I realised that one of the factors that influenced my opinion was that I have distanced myself from the rest of humanity in some sort of way, I guess I'd always imagined myself as a sole particle, so to say... Nevertheless, I have realised that distancing myself from our society isn't at all the best option, after all, I my current existence is here.
So, having said that, recent events have made me more hostile towards certain humans and humanity in general, well more like indifferent to humanity and let's face it, some people are just assholes and yes, I know that this isn't news to anyone, but I always have a thing for seeing the best in people, why? I have no idea. Yet, even if a certain someone does prove to be an asshole after my kind evaluation of his/her character, I still believe that whatever I did see in them is still there. This bullshit makes me confused, sad and dissatisfied. I honestly feel that humans suck and I don't want much to do with them at times like that. What to do? leave. travel. see the world. read the great Gatsby. listen to music. more music. do more sport.
start a fight club? burn something? maybe a cigarette;) xD